So happy to realize that is done yeah hana its doneee yeaaa :"D
Wanna tell you behind the scene of PSIKOPAD #6
This journey begins when ivan and ben and me have a talk, they asked me to be usaha dana coordinator just call it "co usda" . You know, that time, after "Padmanaba Cup 2010" done i feel that its not stopped now, then what a gift! i'm being a part of PSIKOPAD! #6 crew, with Ivan Pratama as a chairman (i think i have enrolled many events w/ him pphk, padcup, then psikopad -___- ). I said to ben and ivan that i want to talk to my parents first, but its kinda 80% yes beacuse it cannot be nobody else, then i go home, i cried on my way home, i just can't hold it, i called vivin but she didn't take it, then i called syahra, then i go to her house to talk to her, i just can't hold it for myself. Its was a big pressure, i came home, i was afraid to talk to my parents, i ask Ivan for help, then i talk w/ my mother, then I said yes to be co usda PSIKOPAD! #6
Pressure and stressful days come from January till 22nd May 2011
Problems came and will never go if i didn't solve it, I was afraid to wake in the morning because i was afraid what problems today, strict schedule, tons of things to do, i can't focus on lesson on school, i forget to eat, parents fight again and again, they wanted to divorce, other side i must control my 22 partners to made our project clear, you know, almost every night i cried on my sleep, cried on my prays, cried when share it with my friends. I can't be explode person, I just cried. I smile to school, pretend to be everything-allright to everybody because smile is the last reason for me to be happy (writing this with tears is like open such as scar)
But I thanked to Allah, because i learn many things yeah many things from PSIKOPAD! #6
Problem will never gone, exept you fix it. Learn to be more positive, use my time well, keep working, and the best lesson is Back to Allah, yes Allah will granted your dreams as long as you work hard and pray . be strong and keep going. World is never easy never kind , weak person just can't survive in this wolrd.
Then 22nd May 2011, Allah granted our dream, paid our hard work
picture taken fom Kalawarta Padmanaba
