Wake up call

Damn! Sebel banget liburan ini bikin gak produktif bangeeet, i prefer busy like bee than doing nothing, selama liburan yang ada dipikiran, udaah gapapa leyeh-leyeh, mumpung libur, pas galau akademis sama galau masa depan bukanya jadi optimis, malah pesimis, And oh my.. this damned pesimistic is killing me slowly, ruined my activities whole day, kerjaan cuma maen ama nge-zombie dan yg lebih parah ibadah gue jek masyaAllah subuhan jam 7, apa-apa ditunda-tunda, tapi Allah nyadarin aku hari ini, di hari terakhir liburan

Aku baca2 blog orang and JEDER yeah i realized taht i'm being such a big jerk -_____-
First dr *click*
Ini beberapa penggal kuliah umum yang disampaikan Prof. BJ Habibie di Aachen, Jerman, yang aku copy dari blognya si embaknya di atas :)

"Saya cerita ini, untuk memberikan motivasi. Jangan lagi mencari-cari alasan. Tidak ada alasan untuk mengatakan tidak mampu, menyalahkan pemerintah dan keadaan, pokoknya mampu! Orang berpendidikan jangan sekedar jadi kuli atau pembantu. Anda harus cari jalan keluar permasalahan di Indonesia. Bukan lagi saya yang harus melakukan, giliran anda. I am soon gonna join my wife. Tapi sebelumnya ini saya kasih dulu tongkat estafetnya, generasi anda lanjutkan.

Saya punya prinsip ada lima. Work very very hard. Be honest and fair. Be professional. Be low-profile. Dan satu lagi, you have to move very fast." 

MasyaAllah *speechless*
sekarang orang males udah so yesterday banget, mental males, telat, klemar-klemer, nunda2, buang jauh-jauh haaaaan
Believe you can, masih banyak yang harus kamu pelajari, masih banyak hal kamu raih, masih banyak tempat yang belum kamu kunjungin, dan masih banyak impian yang belum kamu wujudin, tinggal gimana usahamu han, Allah pasti ngabulin atau ngasih yang jauh lebih baik :)

Second dr *click*
 Nah yang ini bikin lagsung sadar diri, takuut, selama ini cuma berpikir, ah ibadahku kan udah mending dari pada si ini, si itu baaaaah cetek bangeeet Astaghfirullah :'(
apakah ibadahku yg moody ini bisa dibanggakan nantinya? MasyaAllah aku koreksi diri, Alhamdulillah Allah udah nyadarin kamu han, yok hap hap haaaaaap semangat lagi \m/ Seorang muslim yang baik selain ibadahnya yang oke, dunianya juga pasti luar biasa :D

Weekend = Blast :D

Alhamdulillah thanks to Allah I had a blast this weekend,
Saturday,
Me, syahra, arki and vania went to shopping hunting for textbook (yeah textbook our weapon to face senior year -____-) but it was so exiting cause we can buy good book, good quality with cheap price :) plus i bought an english-novel titled "The Bridge Across Forever" its old book, but its fine, i just try to improve my vocabulary. Then we went to Il Mondo (Jl Cendrawasih 21A
Demangan, Jogjakarta). But its to early to have luch so we had window shopping around strores at Cendrawasih street, u u the bag and sandal in starcross intrigued my eyes (saving, saving for it haha). There is not much pizzeria in Jogja, but Mondo has similar type of Italian pizza, thin and crispy bread. We had Black Pepper pizza and crostini for lunch. I always love part when we waiting for our food or after enjoying food cause we'll talk about anything, sharing stories, laugh together :D
After that we borrow movie then went Arki house to watched it. The movie is "When in Rome" woow hilarious :D hahaha love it <3

Sunday,
First in the morning went to market with beloved mom to bought food for Ramadhan :D then I went to Amplaz to watched "Harry Potter part II" with Asa, Tika, Devy, and Arki. Reached at 21 there was a line until the escalator  --" (Thanks to Asa, so we already had the ticket and no need to queue)
The overall its good, i thought i will not cried at severus part cause I already read the novel but no, my eyes went wet when part of severus memory :") so bad that's the last movie of Harry Potter sequel, Still fresh in my memory when the first time I watched Harry Potter, and when I'm 11 yo, I pray for mail from hogwarts, yeah silly me hahaha
After watching movies, we bought some snack at Bread Talk, then we went to school to take our sweater, yeah class's sweater <3
Then we had late-lunch at Galeria, in Gale I've found some kind of dramatical moment: a couple that broke up, the woman cried, begging to the man, yeah in mall, maybe their lose their mind. Then two woman talking about their relationship so dramatically -____-
Alhamdulillah thanks to Allah I'm into drama-free life, of course I'm facing hard times, struggle times, but it's better not put too much on small things, now I understand everybody's getting old, but being mature is a choice :)